Sunday, 2 January 2011

Beginning of 2011 already suckish to me, can't imagine what's going to happen next for this year.. Am I going to suffer?

I don't want to go SG, seriously. Life sux. You lied. I lied. We both lied. So what's the truth actually?

It was just a small matter, he did not intend to listen to me just for that night. He continued his anger. End up in this way, he did not even want to discuss about it. He gave up.

I cried to sleep just then. Even if it's decided, it doesn't mean it's permanently changed. It just depends on your choice. But you doesn't want it. Long distance relation, it's just an excuse to me. If I can handle it, why can't you? You had no confidence on yourselves, you gave up too easily.

I rather let her know everything just to be with you, I'm happy being with you in this 8th months. You act like him, talked like him, gave the same excuses. What's wrong with these guys?

Remember the last few months I've promised to share whatever thoughts that I had? I wasn't dare to speak out in front of you, so I'd chosen to tell you through sms. But then, we always end up arguing.

Without you by my side, my day passed like million years..

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