Sunday, 9 January 2011

How should I start? I don't think I'm going to explain what happened today. A message woke me up from my sleep. Had lunch with them, but still having my so-called 'emo' moments though.

I miss him like every second. Everything I did, I saw, I feel, it just reminds me of him. Dad asked me if I wanted to go to Bandar today, but... sigh.. I wanted to see him, but I guess there's no hope or fate either.

I'm going to Miri tomorrow afternoon, I guess there's no fate too.

I've checked out my horoscope these few days, today's horoscope:
Powerful feelings of love well up today, particularly toward family members. Communication between you and those you love is likely to be heightened, Sagittarius, as you learn to speak your mind while not being too blunt. Romantic matters could thrive now, as you will be in the mood to physically express your feelings. Old friends form stronger bonds, while you discover common interests with new friends.

Things that I wanted to share ='C

I remember:
-the first time we've met at the Seaview prom night.
-the day you held my hand at the Mall. (02.05.10) that's how we started.
-the day you proposed to me, i remember when I rejected you, but you said you've kissed me then you started telling me, you've found me and your heart had been locked for quite a long time and etc.
-the day we walked to the beach, you piggyback me until the million barrel, we sat under the trees.
-the day we waited for the sunset.
-the day I gave you, my first kiss at the beach.
-the day you used to chase me and hug/carry me at the beach.
-the days you hugged me when I'm shivering.
-the days we used to go for swimming.
-the days we always bring my Goppy out for a walk.
-the day you remember that it was our 100th days together.
-the day you got into car accident during my sch exam, I wanted to visit you but I can't.
-the day you went to Sibu for a week..
-the day you went to Miri, without telling me earlier that you're going to study there.
-the days that I've always waiting you to come back every weekends from Miri.
-the day you bought Domokun, which I've been craving for it and you really bought it for me..
-the days that you're always willing to fetch me all the way from Sg. Liang to my house, like everydays..
-the days you came to my school to fetch me when class dismiss/ end my exam le, I rushed quickly and hoping that you weren't waiting for so long.. I couldn't wait just to see you..
-the days I used to sleep in your car, you tried to cover me from the sun while driving.
-the days you gave me happiness..

It's obvious that I love you more now..

*903days.

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