Monday, 3 January 2011

I'm so lazy to re-edit my blog. The past few months, I tried to remove all the things that related to him, my previous blog got into trouble, I posted something but can't view it. -_- just leave it this way then, nothing wrong with that. =x it's just a pic of me and him.

I pretend to be happy without you, you given me hopes to be with you once again, I miss you badly. I hope you know.. I'm happy that you wouldn't ignore me like others did after we broke. I gave you my heart with love , but now it's broken into pieces..

I can't take your words, I can't accept your excuses, I'd always thought it was just a lie because it was on the same day that you told me and out of a sudden, you just broke it only after we dispute. You gave me so much of excuses, which one of it should I believe?

The memory between us will never fade away, I'm forlorn once again..

I stalked your profile like everday, every minute. Did you do the same? I even re-read our chatlogs, you asked me to drink more water, I did. You asked me to rest, I went immediately. You asked me to talk politely, I stopped those foul words. Whatever you asked me to do it, I've done it. I listened to you..

I used to believe that we could last longer but it wasn't the same like I thought. You may think that I'm stupid..

It was an advice from my classmate. I wont mention who.

X said; aiya so hard just break la

I said; no.. i still love him

X said; stil got many tree out there

11:00pm
I said; he's the best lor

X said; yes i know
but still..

I couldn't even give up on you no matter what they asked or advised me to.

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