Tuesday, 18 January 2011

Sigh, how can I forget him? He made my heart beats for the past 8months, suddenly he asked me to stop beating for him immediately. How is that possible? He made his promise, but broke it by change in his mind. This hurts the worst. I promise I wont smoke unless he ignores me. I've got no choice, he doesn't even want to give me one last chance to try out. I'm willing to change for him, for myself. What else can I do?

If there's 3 wishes, I would wish that I never met him before, I wish that I could be his only girl again, I wish that time would rewind back. I guess it'll never come true =')

He don't even want to give me anymore hopes, but I'd tried my best to forget him, stop loving him, move on. I'm a failure. I think too much. He doesn't even comfort me, but hurting me more. I had already mentioned to him that I couldn't trust him in the beginning, yet he keep on trying hard to make me trust him. End up in this way. How shall I explain to my dad? He would ask why did we broke.. How shall I explain to my mom, in a sudden, he disappears like that, it's awkward.

My aunt and I had the same attitude, character. She gets angry very easily, like me. Gets pampered everytime.. I hope not ='C

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