Saturday, 8 January 2011

Yeah, I've promised to stop. But I can't stop expressing my feelings. To no one, but here.. I was waiting for him to online like an idiot sitting here, I guess he wont on for today.. I miss him. I can't stop thinking about him. I wont feel bad when he's chatting with me, I'll feel better somehow..

I gave him my everything,
I'll do anything,
just to be with him..

If I never met you, I wouldn't like you. If I didn't like you, I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you, I wouldn't miss you, but I did, I do and I'm missing you badly right now..

Though you said we could be really close and best friends, we doesn't even look like one.

I cry for the time
that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories
I've left behind,
I cry for the pain,
the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times
I thought I could be yours now

When something's over,
time couldn't rewind.
it can never change again.
When it's broken
you can never
put back the pieces.
Life is not the way
you want it to be.

You don't know that it hurts a lot,
but you know how to let go things.
You let it go so easily.

I wonder if he ever been hurt before? I wonder if he'd experienced my pain? What if he lied to me? What if he wasn't mine after this 2.5years had gone?

countdown for 2.5years which means there's 904days to go.. ='/

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