Friday, 3 June 2011

Sharing my thoughts;

Been few days staying & exploring Singapore. It's not like I regret to come here, no one understands how I feel. I know, some others will think that I'm quite lucky that I've got a chance to go, it's not as easy as you think. I would rather stay in my own hometown, life wouldn't be so hard, wasting loads of money just to come here. I know, studying here will get better job in the future. Once I've stepped in Singapore, I don't feel any joy here, except for shopping of course. Who doesn't? Right? I wish someone close is here beside me, to listen all my thoughts. Eventhough it's fun sharing with someone in the same room, though there's not much privacy anymore, even my sis too. I'm here to study, study.

Kay, I used to have maid at home, which means I don't do laundries or whatever housework, everything maid done for me, being pampered. I used to be like, resting-at-home-facing-pc-everyday. I used to hangout with my friends every night, all day long. I used to speak in my own language, like how my family and friends speak too. I'm used to it going out without carrying anything such as (umbrella, plasters, wallet & stuff). I'm used to it in Brunei's places. I share anything with my friends, they never complained about my attitude.

Well, I don't mind learning houseworks, that's basic. I don't mind learning chinese too but of course, not expecting me to know everything by few days. I never learn chinese since young. I rather speak English here. And I don't want to be a Singaporean, then when I'm back to Brunei, they'll spark at me. I hope I'll be having more Brunei friends coming to Sg. It's just that we've got something in common to share with.

I've got loads more to say! =(
Sigh, I thought every person has different personalities ;(

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